Monday, June 20, 2011

The New Season

I have gone into a place that is urging me to disect Biblical verses and passages to further my knowledge around what is the best way to tackle daily challenges....and well that is Simple Enough

Friday, June 10, 2011

Heart and Soul Medicine

The heart weeps
Unmasked pain that travels centuries deep
Sends young men and women on a aimless journey
Running from the comfort and calm of home to the ruthless assault of the streets
Running to drugs dressed in a dreary dress of comfort
Running to violence disguised as attention
Running to Thugs dressed in garments of loyalty
Running to money camouflaged as fame
Shit is lame. Who do you blame?
Mothers wait on porch tops awaiting the return of their prodigal son
Fathers ride the streets searching for their exploited daughters

All the while children hide in search for something.
Ain't that 'bout nothing.
A sharp reality pierces over fragile American lie
"It takes a village to raise a child" but
it also takes one village men to kill a child
See we face the reality of death without maturity
Kids Killing Kids, a new war has been raised!
The KKK has taken off their sheets, darkened their skin
and take out our village from within
You can't win, who do you get angry at when your murderer is kin
A sin? Partly.
Lives cut shortly leaves us morning lonely.

What do you tell that mother waiting on her porch?
"Mama he ain't coming home no more!"
What do you tell that father?
"You won't see her again man, you're left alone"
How do you run from death when death  hits home.
The bully of the world, that makes servant and king summit
The teacher of the world that equalizes Professor and Dropout student
The Executive of the earth that humbles interns and CEO's alike.
The equal opportunity employer that is death

My heart weeps
My soul hurts
These words are mustered from a place I know too well
When 15 year olds engage in gun wars
My Heart Weeps
My Soul Hurts
How do you console a mother who lost her child. She birthed him and not even two decades
later, she has to resubmit him back into the earth
MY HEART WEEPS!
because it will happen again.....and again
MY SOUL HURTS!
because as much as you teach, mentor, coach and be a REAL model,
not just a role model, you lose some.

If the all mighty God would sacrifice his only son to save the world. I pray that losing another 15 year old
black boy in the hood could save just 10 from the same fate. If the highest anyone gets in the hood comes
from a low place, so be it, because the Hood Is Gon Hurt. Just like the mother is, just like that father is,
Just like I am.

They say crying is like taking your soul to the laundry mat, well I've cleansed myself over these words and one day the pain will subside, the smiles will return, the anger will release and the joy will replace it and finally I will look back at instances like this and know that grace and mercy are still following me every single day of my life.....for that I am grateful.....this conundrum isn't simple but its simple enough to know.....keep praying


Heart Medicine

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Life Motto

"Whatever you do,strive to do it so well that no man living and no man dead and no man yet to be born could do it any better."
— Benjamin Elijah Mays



When I first heard this quote, it made perfect sense. If everyone could somehow channel all of their efforts and energy into what this quote requires, there would be no way in hell anyone or anything could hold back anyone. In fact the idea that anything is possible would quickly become an reality and that is ......Simple enough.

Friday, June 3, 2011

September 15, 1963

September 15, 1963

4 Girls murdered in church bombing
Addie Mae Collins 14
Carole Robertson 14
Denise Mcnair 11
Cynthia Wesley 14

Boy shot by white boy
Virgil Wake 13

Boy shot by police for throwing rocks
Johnnie Robinson 16

......Simply Sad....Simple Enough

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Day 2: Birmingham

Day 2:

There is an immediate moment of rage that consumes you when you consider the 11 year old version of you being betrayed by the law. A law meant to protect and serve transformed into a militia meant to divide and conquer. I wonder, is it that simple to blast a minor with water or to take your K9 that doubled the victim in size and weight and unleash a fury that this child would never forget. Was it worth it? Could these officers sleep at night knowing they had stripped away the innocene of a teenager and made him or her fight a war that guranteed them nothing. Hard ache and terror was given to them at birth and children came every day to hand deliver America's gift back to her. In solitude they came to Birmingham and Selma, they came to Mississippi, they went to Georgia all in an attempt to give this racist world back their present of present danger. And since when has America turned down a gift.....only those gifts that were meant to destroy families and set back an entire race. America said "Sure you can keep that one." Yet these foot soldiers would not be denied. Rather 8 or 80, damaged or half crazy, they came not to be brutalized, just to give America what rightfully belonged to  this land of the farce.....I mean the free....

Simple mistake...simple enough

Could I have marched as an 11 yr old

I turned to my 11 year old self in search of an answer. The question, simply could you risk imprisonment for any cause at age 11 or any age for that matter. I struggle to summon the truth within me. There is the Malcolm part of me that says "by any means necessary" and then there is the 80s baby in me that reeks of apathy.
It was worth it. Given the opportunity of the moment I could and would have today. My 11 year old self could not have and simply would not have been strong enough to deal with the pressure of the moment.

I wonder could anyone of my generation have dealt with the racial injustice of that era....and the answer to that question really isn't simple at all.....

Civil Rights tour

The following is a journal I kept while on a Civil Rights tour with my students last week. Some of it is in Pros but this was a initial thoughts while viewing some of the sights that altered what we know about this America

Day 1-
Walking the walk of the Doctor
Finding the origin of the issue
Rather the crux of the matter
The culmination of a march that
was birthed from a bloody Sunday
One day that leaked into another
A people turned back by violence
looked for help and turned up the mirrors
A fearer of a people was what they were expected to be
So on the second time over the bridge being
served by the court turned them back quickly
Yet the 3rd time was not a charm, but a catalyse
and more of an example of what happens when people dont give up
Don't ever give up.

It really is that Simple enough.